so its been a hard week, with finals and all. but its finally over. yay 4 day weekend for me baby. it wasnt so bad, finals that is. it was pretty easy, bnothing outta the ordinary. my eyes suck. i need new contacts and glasses erf.  I plan to die my hair tonite. i guess the usual red/burgundy color. i need a new straigther. gosh so much stuff  i wanna buy. well i got promoted to be assistant manager at HTDOS and im excited. so yay

well me and marc's anniversary is coming up 2 YEARS BITCHES on valentines day. so im excited. ahh well im gonna go .. byeeeeeeeee

its a new year.

its time to start fresh.

New year's eve, i visted a goodfriend of mine. and im glad we finally talked. even if she didnt say anything back, she listened very well. and i just wanna thank you for that, and i miss you so much.

new years i spent in vegas with my family. It was fun. Family bondage, i loved it. The countdown in vegas is so fun, all the hotels countdown, and fireworks from every hotel go off.  It was just fun. I loved every minute of it, even if all i do was basically eat, sleep, shower, and eat some more. I got close to a lot of my family. It was a great vacation from here. happy new year.

school wise: i feel as if senioritis has already kicked in. I hate school. I dreadfully want it to end already. I want to graduate. Go to college. Study law. Im excited to see what the future holds for me. i have a ton of work due by the end of semester, and a lot of catching up to do. So i need to put my school face on and get to it. I have a lot of goals set for this year.

boyfriend: me and marc are doing very well. Sometimes it gets hard, but in the end we always pull through. i love him a lot. It's weird. I've learned a lot about myself and us. We're getting better through everything we've been through. i heart him.

family: awesome. this christmas was empty, maybe because it was the first without my grandpa, it felt dead, but alive at the same time. I know we all tried hard to get our minds off it, but its hard. I miss him more and more everyday. but  i know hes better. and hes happy. he helps me get through all my problems. i love you.

work: oh i love it. i love the people i work with. The HDOS crew is awesome. we're family you can say. its fun. and ooh i'm just happy

so i thought bout whether i should go on this kairos retreat, and i thought it would be good for me. I need time alone and to think everything through. I'm excited to spend time with people who i've never hung out with. it may not be life changing but its an experience.

finals in two weeks. ugh school. why am i still up? i have no idea.

goodnight my loves. till i update again.

summer has come to an end unfortunately. a lot happend this summer from losing someone i truly loved, to coming close with my family and to falling in love more and more each day with marc. i wish certain things did not happen, but like they say everything happens for a reason. i worked most of summer also. and now im a senior. erf. so much work to do this year. and im trying hard to get into sdsu. by the far the best part of summer would be

DISNEYLAND WITH BABY.
it was just a time for only us two with no one nagging at me [like my mom] and we were just having so much fun, i wish it didnt end. i loved every single moment of it. and spending it with marc, what more can i ask for. but yes .. sadly it came to an end.

but. we've got many more memories to come.

this entry was basically nonsense. oh well.

my birthday is in 2 weeks bitches. :]

prom was on friday, may 27th

it was the best time i've ever had. Spending time with marc was what was so fun about the night, we shared lots of laughs and danced the night away together. even better we spent it with friends. eeeeek. im so happy. schools about to end, and finals are coming up. BOOO! i hate school. yucky. baby is graduating soon, im excited. i need another job. la la ..well we're having a BBQ right now so i gotta go. just a lil update on my life so far. so far so good. i love you baby. !! :]